for the love of bureaucracy

okay so let's just say today was one of those days that was so frustrating, that i wish i was 5 so i could howl like a baby and totally get away with it.

alas i'm a bit older than 5.

so, i still can't get a state id.

and i still can't get a driver's license.

and it's still LOT'S of FUN trying to call the DMV in indiana.

and i can't get any financial counselling unless i register for classes, but i can't register until i know if i can afford to go.
the fun never ends.

it's kinda like i don't exist at the moment.

i realize that things will get better and i can dig myself out of this hole that i'm in. but right now i just someone to hold my hand and tell me what to do next. is that so bad?