papers out my ears

been kinda busy writing papers...papers on the left, papers on the right, papers keepin' me up late at night.
brian's been sick, so it's been rough around here. i'm bound to get whatever he has, it's only a matter of time. when i'm not straining my eyes looking at computer screens (wish i could change the background on word to something other than white, i think it would help), i'm usually on my way to or from work. glad to have some of that these days, but it's challenging at times. lots of stuff to remember. and i realize sometimes no matter how hard you try to solve problems, there's gonna be factors out of your control that will ultimately win the game. so we spend our time putting out fires...
the worlds i pass in and out of are always on the horizon. i keep walking in the dark wondering what happened to the time. winter is hard on me because i have to spend so much of it in the dark and the cold. i'm slowly watching the colors of the leaves fade in the twillight of autumn. winter (fo' real) is gonna be here real soon.